2.01.2010

Call of the WILD


I can never get enough of city life. I'm a city girl. I grew up in a very super urban (ok ghetto) area, and I've been working in NYC since I was 18. NO city I've visited can beat the magnitude of NYC. The buildings are the towering highest, the charmingly and unwavering oldest, and the streets are chock full of the most diverse, the most talented, the worst, and best people anywhere. No matter where I roam, I will ALWAYS come back to New York. It is the world, all in one island.


This weekend we visited Maine, and I was blown away by the nature. We drove along the seemless coastline. For miles and miles, it was nothing but the open blue, pink, and purple sky, the radiant sun, and the babbling, glinting water. No state I've visited is so beautiful, so vibrant in any of the four seasons, or so cultured. The people are a far cry from anyone I've met in Jersey. They are friendly, polite, but reserved. They'll say hi with a certain warmth, but do NOT expect you to get in hour long conversations. There are art galleries in every town, not only the city. People are pacing themselves, and in the winter, make time to sit around by a fiery hearth every night with a glass of red wine. Everything is beautiful. The McDonald's in Freeport is an old Victorian house. You wouldn't know it, save for the sign on the front lawn. I felt a little out of place with my Doc Martens vs the LL Bean boots everyone has, but I also felt really relaxed, and in a way, at home. It was just so f***ing peaceful!


We also visited Portland, the bustling heart of ME. The city was like a clean, more mature, more artsy, homeless-free downtown Jersey City. It was by far less congested, and the people keep to themselves. There isn't even a traffic report in Portland, because there is no traffic. People care about what they DO. I went to a coffee shop where they actually cared about how the coffee was brewed. One worker said he went to San Francisco to learn "the craft" of coffee! As a friend of mine said, they DO life, they don't have life DONE to them. Unbelievable! I didn't even sweeten my drink.
In the town center, a high scaffolding was set up for snowboarding and skiing tricks. Other people watched on as they walked their huge golden and chocolate labradors (seemed like the state dog!) along the cobblestone streets.
The city is pocket sized, and charming. Due to the legendary "Great Fire" of Portland, all buildings were made of brick and stone. The cobblestone streets remain unpaved, but are well kept, moreso than Brooklyn's! The city is a beautiful smear of clay reds & pinks of brick, accented with teals, greens, and yellows. The shops are all independent, except for the one Starbucks I spotted on a corner. ;-) The signs everywhere boast and advocate the cry: "keep Portland independent". No sellouts there, just yet.
Once again, I am reminded of the importance of a change of environment. Even if only for a moment. Nature should be appreciated, and not paved. The city life is and always will be for me, but I can't get stuck in any one place and become stagnant. It's important to surround yourself with people who are motivated, and who set goals, and at the same time concentrate on the present things. Life is good! Thanks Maine!

1.25.2010

Torture

I'm always inspired to get really skinny after I gorge on donuts and confits of sorts. Tea is the one luscious thing that doesn't have the calories. Thank goodness for tea!

This is a reminder to myself to watch what I eat, and to be conscious of how much I move or exercise in relation to my eating.

Other than that, I am in a constant state of boredom and everything makes me yawn. I need a change! I have to list goals and projection dates to get things moving.

1.08.2010

Ballad of the Mob

Lyrics! Mayhaps to be sung in a pub with an English accent?

We were walking through a forest
When a wolf came upon us
It was scary
So could you blame me
When I kicked him and we stabbed him
And we ran just as fast as
Legs could carry
So could you blame me

Oh, we were so we were so scared
So much scareder than you ever ever could compare
And if you would just look in our turned out eyes
Youd know that these werent just fantastic lies
We were so we were so scared
And the truth is that you weren't even there
You weren't there to see
Don't put the blame on me

We were skipping through a shire
When one of us yelled out fire
It was blazing
We all were gazing
Cuz one of us had a lit a match
But no where near a dry patch to blame him
We were just gazing

Oh, we were so we were so scared
So much scareder than you ever ever could compare
And if you would just look in our turned out eyes
Youd know that these werent just fantastic lies
We were so we were so scared
And the truth is that you weren't even there
You weren't there to see
Don't put the blame on me


I cannot apologize
For something we didn't even do
We will not feel obliged
To reconcile with you

Cuz I was so I was so so scared
Scareder then you ever ever could compare
And if you would just look deep into my eyes
You'd know that these weren't just fantastic lies
Oh, I was so I was so so scared
I also know I didn't see you there
So you weren't there to see
Don't put the blame on me

You weren't there to see
Don't put the blame on me

12.29.2009

2010 Goals. 2009 review!

A review...

Last year, I wrote these goals:

  • Lose __lbs by the wedding. (Only 5 months away!)
  • Come up with creative business ideas and choose one to work on by middle of the year.
  • Illustrate/Paint 15 pieces of art to be displayed in some type of gallery setting by year end.

I guess I've done 2 out of 3! I'm kind of sad about not doing the art (not even one piece!), but that's for another time, and I don't think it's too much of a goal for this coming year. I have, however, done some cake illustrations which make me kind of happy. It seems like I mostly concentrated on music, so at least creatively, I did something!

I also managed to CUT THE CRAP, whether I wanted to or not! 2009 was GREAT and it went by so fast! I feel crap free and happy! lol


New goals!

  • Work: Work less. This is my goal for this year. I hope I can eventually maybe work part time, or some kind of schedule where I have more control. :-)
  • Health: Get skinny. I actually lost almost 20lbs for the wedding last year! And even though I've gained a little back, I managed to keep most of it off! The holidays are killing me though, so I can't wait for the New Year to get back on track. Instead of only dieting like I did last year, I'm going to add in working out!
  • Art: What makes me happiest is creating. Last year, I focused moreso on music than on art, which was a goal I let pass. This year, I'm going to focus on cakes and being more creative with that. With learning from one of the top decorators in the city, I'm on my way!
    Musically, I think I want to take some guitar lessons after I'm done externing with cakes. I also want to start my little computer music project. Exciting stuff!
  • Life: I'm going to [continue] to be a very good wife, and try to be a really good friend. I love the friendships I have now, and I want to keep them safe.

    As always, I promise to be a better person. This means to be more forgiving, and to try to see things from other points of view. I am still, however, not taking ANYBODY's crap. I so far have not at all regretting sticking to my principles and standing up for myself. So although I want to be a nicer, more calm person, it doesn't mean I have to be a total sucker.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!


12.15.2009

New Environment

There is nothing more like a clean slate than a change of environment. There is beauty everywhere. If you stay too long in one place, I think you take that beauty for granted.

I've lived in Jersey City for 27 years, and uhhhhh I'm over it. LOL I've lived in the sit on the porch part of JC to the ghetto don't play outside part of JC, to going to HS in the nice brownstown JC, to the newly "gentrified" downtown. And I am TIRED OF IT ALL.

I believe Jersey City is awesome, and I'm proud to be from here. And I can safely say I am NOT at all sheltered because of it. I'm just at that point where I'm taking it for granted. I'm not even impressed that it's getting better! I need to get out!

I thought about Montclair because I had so much fun there a month ago, but then I thought, gee that's not diverse enough. So now I just want to either move to NYC or one of its boroughs, or do a total change and just go out of state, and just meet new people and learn new things!

:shrug: It probably won't happen for a while. But maybe even a new part of Jersey City might make me happy! I just need change to keep me going!

12.12.2009

Baby, it's cold outside

Gosh, it is soooo cold today. This morning, I was dressed like an eskimo, with my white coat and furry hood. I also wore three layers.

When it gets cold, I really eat too much, and unhealthily! It's combo of the abundance of food on the holidays, and the need for something warm in mah belly.

Health
I ate a chocolate croissant for breakfast. For the past three days. It must end!

I have to stay focused on being fit. :-) So today I'll eat a salad at work, if the salad bar is open. I've been doing well with eating otherwise. And I'm working out at least 3x a week! Woot woot. Wish I could do more, but I'm a busy gal.

Working on Saturdays is so ghetto. There is less staff, and the cafeteria has short hours. Tips to remember for working on Saturdays: 1. Get your uniform from the machine earlier in the week, because there are no sizes left on Saturdays. 2. Stock up on cups and plasticware in the morning, because there will be no more by lunch!

Work
They're taking away our internet. LAME. And insulting. Are we kids?? I feel like people that suck at their jobs, are always going to suck, regardless of whether or not the internet is there to distract them. I know the internet doesn't help those people, but I mean, there are other ways to insure people do their jobs. BLAH.

I'm going out tonight with a coworker! I get excited about things like that because I have friends at work, but they never really become outside friends.

Cake
I've been doing a lot of practicing on my piping skills! Next stop is doing a cake. I already volunteered to do 2 cakes in february, and I may take a 3rd cake on in the same month if the dates aren't too close.

TO DO: get a new filter in the stove. Thanks to the mice, it was ruined. But now that the mice are basically gone, we need a new filter. Don't want to bake any poop! (Ewww)

Etc
Husband and I are having lots of fun lately. We always perk up because of the holidays. We have a tree, but haven't had time to trim it. Sigh. But we are planning our "annual" (2nd time) post Xmas Xmas party!!

The wedding thankyous are finally done. We just have to edit our photos and get stamps and I can breath.

I am so behind on Xmas shopping, it ain't even funny! ARGH!
I'm also behind on mimeographic, so although I've been pretty successful with my daily Health, Work, and Cake parts of life I need to add BLOG to my weekly to dos.

Life is good right now! :-D

12.02.2009

Progress!

Well, in terms of being goal-oriented, yesterday was pretty good, despite the fact that I didn't follow any of my instructions!

Health
Despite eating well for breakfast at lunch, I ate a LOT of bad things for dinner. They had free hors doeuvres at work for a party!! I'm only human. So there goes that goal. :shrug:

Because of this, I had to break my goal of not working out on a workday. I went to the gym with MikeH under his buddy pass to myold gym. They didn't recognize me! Hehehe. Then I ran for 3 miles for 30 minutes, with one cooldown after 20 minutes. I went at 6 mph for the first 20 minutes then 6.3 miles for the last 10, which was really hard, but I did it. Today I'm sore.

TODAY I will eat well, because I definitely can't work it off tonight. I'll be in CT with the hubby.


Work
Today is my last day this week! I should write down all the surgeons I've worked with this week. I tend to think of one day as the same from the day before or the next, and I forget what I did the entire week! So I honestly should write down where I worked, and work on being more conscious of what I do here.

For the cake externship, I have to email my schedule. ASAP!

Cake!
Yesterday, I read 1 page from Cakewalk, which is not as much as I'd like, but I did it. Tonight, while we're in CT, I plan on reading some more of the book, and possibly do another sketch.

To Do
Last night I did not to ANY Thank Tou cards. I have to write some out tonight. This morning I packed some Thank Yous in a bag for our trip to CT.

I have to do some mimeographic blogging too. I think for now I have to keep mimeographic blogging to once a week (as opposed to twice) because I'm really trying to focus on my cakes. I guess I can post some of my sketches since they are still my art!